A life taken....

On February 2nd 2013, a 22 month boy passed away at the hand of his mother. His 18 year old mother beat him, ruptured his stomach hit his head, and left bruises all over his body. He was not even two years old! A helpless child. She deserves to rot in hell for what she has done! I hope this story gets to the major media sources. Please help me out, his has happened in a small town. A town of 5,000 people. His mother deserves to know how wrong she was, and i think the world deserves to know what has happened to a sweet little boy.

The young boy was Conroy Joseph Highbear, his moms name is Sandra Highbear. He was born March 30, and died February 2 @ 957 pm. His mother claimed she put him down for bed, and checked on him every fifteen minutes. at 919 the police were called because he was not breathing. He was dead...... The autopsy showed that his injuries would have made him cry, and he would have done something because of the pain. So the mother just let her son cry in agony, let him die all alone, hurt and scared.

I work at a day care, this little boy went there. We spent a lot of time together, he was amazing, he didn't cry, he was shy and seemed somewhat sad. He was adorable. He needs justice.

I will post a picture of him, a picture she put on FACEBOOK! A PICTURE WHERE HE IS BRUISED. She claims he hit his head on the cabinet, you can see that would not make the bruises you see. There is one on his eye, and I believe there is one on his arm as well. The link is below to the article.
http://www.myklgr.com/22-month-death-ruled-murder-in-Redwood-Falls/15478463

The "grown up" look

So I'm 19, and a sophomore in college, majoring in literature. I still have two years till I graduate, but yet the professors, and everyone else around me are saying that we need to "grow up". Am I not grown up enough? I rent a house (by myself), I work 20-30 hours a week, I am currently taking 18 credits in school, I don't do drugs, or smoke, my home is extremely clean, and I pay all my bills on time without asking my family for help. So please tell me how am I not grown up? Is it just because of how I dress? Must be because I am very mature. I am sorry if wearing skinny jeans to class isn't good enough for you. But why should I dress in professional dress clothes when it is just class? Please tell me. I dress appropriate, unlike some college girls you see. Tell me how am I not grown up?

A Parents Acceptance

Christmas Eve I was visiting my family and my mother said we were going to church. I had packed some dress clothes, jeans without holes, a dress shirt with skulls, and boots. Well my mother only said dress up. She didn't say no skulls (impossible anyway I don't own such a thing) so she ended up screaming at me because I didn't bring anything normal. Well I told her God doesn't care what I look like. She preceded to scream and say YOU HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR HOW MANY YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OVER IT!!!!!! Well lets just say she is now embarrassed of her 19 year old daughter who has been "goth" since 7th grade. For those of you that have parents that hate your appearance like I do, just ignore them. I have tried everything to get my mother to understand how I feel. It doesn't help. Just keep being who you are. That is all you can do. I have come to accept that my mom and I won't have a strong relationship, and she will always want the old me back.

Goth/Emo Statuses

1. Is it my turn to die? my heart is pounding as I say goodbye. -Bullet for my Valentine, Your Betrayl
2. This is what I thought, I thought you'd need me this is what I thought so think me naive -AFI,   Prelude 12/21
3. Hope was wasting away faith was wasting away I was wasting away-AFI,The Great Disappointment
4.I'd show a smile but I'm too weak I'd share with you could I only speak just how much this, hurts me- AFI, This Time Imperfect
5.Look in my eyes you're  killing me all I wanted was you.....
6. All I want is a hero....
7. Tears don't fall.....they crash around me -Bullet for my valentine, Tears Don't Fall.
8.Fuck My Life.
9.I wanna use you and abuse you.-Marilyn Manson Sweet Dreams
10. Black-The color of my heart.
11. What is love? Crying yourself to sleep over that special someone because they broke your heart.
12. Death=Heaven
13. Nirvana means the freedom from pain, suffering, and the external world.
14. I wish I was afraid of suicide long ago before I died.
15. Perfectly Flawed.
16. All I see is sadness.
17. Was I just a poor decision?
18.Imperfections make you unique.
19. </3
20. ☠    ☣    ☢   

Marilyn Manson Concert

Marilyn Manson is a huge ideal of mine. So this past summer in May I went to one of his concerts. Well the other bands were pretty awesome The Pretty Reckless is AMAZING you should check them out. As for Manson. I love him to death, love his music, and his style, but his singing live sucked that night. When he went on you couldn't understand him because he was drunk. That was the main thing. Then my night got worse because my ex made me leave because he is a wimp!!!! That ruined the concert for me I could have been right next to the stage, but his ears hurt so he made me move. So if you have a chance to see Manson live give it a shot if anything the other bands he is with would be worth it.

MEN!!!!!!

Ok so if any of you are about to date a Cody Ruby, DON'T!!!!! He is a major asshole! He will use you and he'f lazy as fuck. I was with him for 5 months. He ended up saying he didn't love me when he was the one that said it first. Save yourself the heartache DONT DO IT.

Bullying

Yet another person I went to school with committed suicide. All because of assholes bullying him. They should feel like complete shit for doing it. I hope they do, I may seem cruel, but they need to know what it feels like to be called a freak and told to die every day in school. Anyone that has been or is being bullied you can talk to me I'll listen to whatever you want to say. I know how you feel, I went through it every single year. I was called a freak, I didn't have friends, I was told to die, I was tripped, I was ignored, I was used, and abused. Please talk to someone if you need help. If your one of those people that bullies, think about how your actions are hurting people. No one should feel like that.